o 3：徬徨
害怕自己趕不上新時代變遷的速度，所以努力地加緊腳步。
走得很快很快，快到漸漸地開始跟身邊的人產生疏離，
快得開始看不清這個世界。
但是，前方的人還是離我好遠。
在孤單邊緣的掙扎，就是徬徨嗎？
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今天不小心睡死在圖書館，醒來時天已經黑了。趕快收拾一下東西後就前往 Angus 參加 LE 的 general meeting。從洗手間出來時，看到一個女孩在鏡子前練習她的演說。很欣賞她認真的態度（內心OS：如果我也能這樣就好了吶！上禮拜的 presentation 真是白爛到不行…囧）所以經過時笑笑對她說聲 good luck~ (=`ω´)ﾉ
到 Angus 爬到三樓，才剛走進長廊就聽見遠方傳來的笑聲與歌聲。一打開門，就看到大家圍在壽星 Pinky 跟 Lilian 及一個五顏六色的大蛋糕旁唱生日快樂歌 (･∀･)！而且因為是在開會所以當然要辦得很 LE，不管唱歌還是切蛋糕都有一堆相機在前面狂拍，完全有種開記者會的陣勢 XD 所以今天的 GM 令人感到格外溫馨，希望徐美女跟可愛 Pinky 的生日很快樂！
晚上 Tiffany 載我回家 (thx dear~)，下車後等紅綠燈準備過馬路時，注意到對街站著一位老太太。隔著一部部尖嘯而過的車輛，我看到她不知所措地四處張望，彷彿就像Winnie 所想像的徬徨。綠燈了，但她似乎沒有要過來的意思，依然在人行道邊緣躊躇不前。當我走到她那一頭的時候，她匆忙地攔下了我。
“Excuse me… could you walk me across the street?” 她小聲囁嚅著，眼神裡夾雜著慌張。
義不容辭馬上答應陪她走，一路上還得不時地放慢腳步，她在緩慢費力地前進之餘還一邊不停地說謝謝，抵達終點時更道謝了很久才感激滿足地離去。
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下了兩天的雨終於停了，氣溫也在悄悄回升。
也許偶爾還是會徬徨會寂寞，也許會有跟不上別人腳步的無助感，但你不會是孤單一人。
就像地球週而復始地運轉，需要用時速 1667 公里的速度才能追上它。但因大氣跟著我們一起轉，所以才感覺不到它。放慢腳步隨著大地的節奏，才能用心地去體會生活的美好。
沒想到光是徬徨就可以扯出這麼長一串，總之就是用這個勉勵自己：）
迷航的船，最終還是會找到方向的。
kinda weird commenting under a picture..
but, i like the music :)
touchfish
thanks! heard the song at the Boulevard Cafe a few weeks ago and asked them for it =P
back when the fence was not up.. XD
I really like your blog!!
How come my wordpress is not like yours?
我是新手~ 帮帮我哦
cheers
氣溫也在悄悄回升
WRONG~!
itz actually when itz rainy than sunny
XD
I love your photos + writing style + background music..
yeah..everything..
Grace還真是好人! XD
耶？為什麼今天大家都不太想來吃飯呀？@_@
(一週才見大家一次，好可惜…)
hi grace! yesyes i remember you too!
that picture is amazing, totally what i vision as 徬徨
the bg music is awesome too! :D
Like Mark, I’d like to say how much i love your music selection
聽到 Tatu 配合這張霧的照片，超級搭的我覺得
寫得很棒耶~
那位老太太一定很感激有人能帶她走過徬徨 ^^
ps. 下次文宣某人也可以寫了 A_A
..
i thought i pressed the wrong no….hahaaa.
milkblue is by camie? who’s camie? do u noe her???
anywayz. i admit that i didn’t read blog first…
eating a chiken bun..taste weird..perhaps they are not meant to be baked again…
miss u lots. when does ur midterm end??
my 2nd round is starting next week….one per week..so running out of time…
i love to sleep. i dreamt of myself buying jap candy…
such random stuff…
then i realise someone above commented that u wrote brillantly…okay…and my comment is such crap…sorry….but u noe me
hehe.
muackz
我也有同感~
It was so sweet of you to help the old lady across the street~~
& It was awesome talking to you yesterday!! Hope I’ll see you at the next meetings~~ x)
Ivy
wo good observation!!
我完全都不知道 fence 是什麼時候出現的說
(or more precisely.. it wasn’t even there before?! o_O)
哎好久沒看到你了吶~
怎麼現在也學我蹺課了? =3= tsk tsk not good!!
aspasia
Thank you! =)
Actually this is just a template that I downloaded,
(我沒有那麼厲害啦 XD)
You can download some pretty wordpress templates from http://themes.wordpress.net/ and change it at Admin > Presentations > Themes!
Hope that helps =)
tomcat
真是的~ 意見很多耶~
(雖然想想也對啦.. = =)
but for some reason i feel colder when it’s raining! haha
Terry
hahaha dun say that!
ur blog is absolutely amazing!
wut camera do u use? XD (偷偷懷疑很久了)
SL
我當然是好人啊！AoA
現在才知道喔~~ 哈哈哈
Lawrence
咦真的唷？~(因為我也沒去所以不知道 XD||||心虛)
可能是因為 GM 時已經塞過蛋糕了吧哈哈 (←應該完全沒關係)
iz
thanks isabel!! ^w^
Jessica
呵呵~我也這麼覺得耶 (actually not intentional XD)
不過 tatu 的 30 minutes 本來就是一首關於徬徨的歌，
還蠻喜歡它的歌詞的說!
kwyc
文宣…想…想太多了啦
你知道我這篇寫得多痛苦嘛 T__T~
因為每寫兩句就得改一句，搞到最後一點都不通順 囧..
哎隨便啦…大家看得懂就好… orz
魏霓
hahaha~ obviously this one is a downloaded template so camie is the one who made it.. (that’s part of the credit.. =w=..)
anywayz.. hmm..
I *think* my midterm ends next friday..
but then after that got a lot of crap due T_T
and after that would be finals!! ahhhhH~
i think this yr is much much more intense than last yr..
o well.. =0=;; but i’ll be done by the time u come back of coz~ yay!
Champagne
hehe thanks tiffany!~
其實也沒什麼啦，義務囉 XD~
不過說實在這是我第一次帶老太太過馬路也O.O~
以為那是只會在小學課本上出現的事情..
(因為現在的老人家自尊都超強..想主動幫忙還會被認為是冒犯 XD”)
wow
被grace遇上了!!!!
下禮拜我也有presentation, 有點小緊張
Winnie
presentation 加油！
呵呵對呀，你才在 blog 上說就被我遇到了 XD
winnie 有特異功能！
相機……NIKON E5400
有些照片还是偷懒用手机拍的……SONY ERICSSON K800i 刚好有可怜的3.2PIXELS..物尽其用XD
歎口氣*
其實我在攢錢買D80……
Terry
呵呵對呀我對你的手機已經垂涎很久了.. =P
原來你也是用 NIKON！
跟我一樣耶～挖哈哈好親切 XDDD
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